The mental health aspect of Fukushima's meltdown

I wish I hadn't clicked that link, Ghostery plugin identified 11 trackers. Interesting read though. My wife and I were expecting when the meltdown occured. I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed and I have no experience reading scientific articles. I don't know how I stumbled on this forum but I wish I never had. I've never participated in a forum and I did not follow the established rules of etiquette. After reading for a week I became extremely anxious and paranoid and soon enough I could think of of nothing else but the potentially harmful effects radiation would have on our baby. I don't know why I didn't allow myself to take reassurance from BRAWM's replies and instead found myself extremely led to ENENEWS which made me extremely fearful and mistrustful of everything I read in regards to Fukushima. I've come to terms with the fact that I had a preexisting fear of radiation and that my understanding of it was inaccurate and for the most part based on bad fiction. I would like to sincerely apologize to every participant here and the BRAWM team, Rick Cromack and Jim Stone, "anonymous" and anyone else I might have engaged in my Fukushima induced break from reality and for any of my hysterical or downright rude behavior in the past. Things are better now. I have a very healthy and smart baby boy that I am VERY thankful for and I have overcome a childhood phobia. I just had to admit to myself that I'm an idiot and that everything I thought I knew about everything for the most part was wrong. :)